Question: After a lifelong relation with a manipulating and abusive mother whom I now sense has been a fallen being, and an idolatrous historical link to rather benign fallen beings like Alexander the Great and Napoleon, I realize that as a main component of my primal self and a reaction to my cosmic birth trauma, I chose the lesser evil by supporting these seemingly positive leaders against other obvious bloody ones, thus justifying the means by the ends. Could this realization be the lesson I had to learn through embodying with such a mother?
Answer from the Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2023 Easter Webinar.
You have many spiritual people in today’s age who have risen to a certain level of consciousness that is higher than what they had in previous lifetimes. Therefore, they have been able to embody in more peaceful outer circumstances, where they have not been exposed to a kind of dramatic experience such as war that you have experienced in past lifetimes.
There are many people who have looked at what they wanted to learn before they came into embodiment when they were making their Divine Plan. And they have decided to be in a close relationship with a certain person who is a fallen being, but not one of the more abusive, violent ones. This is a common theme, especially for many avatars. And it is correct that it is because you wanted to learn a certain lesson. You wanted to overcome any desire to, for example, change the fallen beings. And you wanted to free yourself from any sense of obligation or sense that you could not just walk away from them. The one thing that the fallen beings will try to do, they will try to do many things, of course, but one of the main things they will try to do is to get people to feel: “You cannot just walk away from me, you are tied to me forever”, they will say.
This is, of course, a very important lesson to come to the point where you can let this go. And it all is part of overcoming your birth trauma. Because as an avatar you were exposed to the birth trauma by the fallen beings, and you, of course, need to overcome the reaction to those fallen beings. Whether it is a specific being or just the consciousness that they represent.
It can be, as we have said before, valuable to look at certain people from history as archetypes. It does not mean that your mother was an actual historical, physical spiritual link to these characters. But that they represent some archetype that can help you resolve something in your psychology.
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