Self-doubt as an effect of the birth trauma

Question: When I try to identify my primal self for the birth trauma, I just seem to get so many possible scenarios of what they might be. I cannot seem to fix on a single most significant one, which underpins the rest. Is it really that important to identify this? I know this sounds defeatist. But for those like me, who always have been used to second guessing myself, and doubting what information I receive, then I do not think I’ll ever work out what it is. Does it really matter? And how did people before this dispensation even know about working with this birth trauma? Why is it important now?


Answer from the Ascended Master Mother Mary  through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2022 Webinar for America – The Resurrection of Democracy.

If you look at the way you formulated the question, you can get a clue to what your birth trauma is. Why are you second guessing yourself? Why are you doubting yourself? Because of your birth trauma. You experienced something that caused you to doubt yourself, to second guess yourself, to doubt your right to be here, to be who you are and to express yourself on earth. Look at that, do the exercises, study the dictations. Work on that.

The reason why you are seeing many different scenarios is that you have had many experiences where you reacted with the primal self, the MO that you created as a result of the birth trauma. There are many situations where you can tie into this. But if you look beyond the actual situations, you can gradually come to uncover the origin of it.

Now you do not always need, as I have said before, to have the exact vision of a particular embodiment and particular events. You need to lock into the experience, the feelings, until you recognize: “What was the decision I made about myself, and what I can and cannot do on this planet as a result of the birth trauma?” Then you can work with that decision and resolve it.

It is true that previous dispensations did not know about this. But many people have still, whether they were in spiritual teachings or not, made progress with solving the psychology by observing themselves. We are giving you this teaching, specifically for avatars because by having the teaching, it becomes easier for you to work on it. You will know what you are working on, you will know in what direction to look. It is important at this particular time because there are many avatars that are close to their ascension, but they cannot break through and make it without resolving the birth trauma.

You cannot ascend if you have not resolved your birth trauma. That is why it is important at this particular time. But it is given at this particular time also because the collective consciousness has moved on. And this means that we can release, as we have said before, many new teachings. We can continue the progressive revelation based on the evolution in the collective consciousness. Even though this teaching is given specifically for avatars, it will gradually filter through the collective consciousness, many people will pick up on it. Some psychologists and spiritual people and spiritual teachers have already picked up on these ideas. Not expressed the same way in their minds as what we are saying with words, but they have picked up these ideas of these very deep traumas.

Keep working on it. Keep working on it, and if you doubt that you will ever get through it, well, keep working on that until you see the belief behind it and you will make progress towards resolving your birth trauma.

 

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