Question: Many of us have experienced difficult circumstances in this embodiment and all manner of abuses. Is it possible that some of the students in this dispensation are in their first embodiment and experiencing the original birth trauma in this lifetime even though unlikely? Can you explain the difference between the original birth trauma and traumas in subsequent lifetimes? Also, though I can see symptoms of the primal self I do not feel I have yet identified the primal self. Can you comment on how one can identify the primal self and not simply a symptom of the primal self?
Answer from the Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2023 American webinar.
Most of the students in this embodiment are not in their first embodiment. But what is the cause of these outer challenges that many have been facing is that you have decided that you want this to be your last embodiment. Therefore, you have determined to put yourself in situations where you experienced such severe physical conditions that you were so to speak, forcing yourself to deal with the psychological issues you have not yet resolved. In other words, you want to make your ascension so strongly that you are willing to endure physical abuse, emotional abuse, mental abuse in order to force yourself to deal with the birth trauma and the primal self that you have not overcome yet.
Many times, such abuse ties in with the birth trauma. It ties in with how you received that birth trauma and therefore it is another opportunity to look at that psychology and the primal self behind it.
Seeing the primal self instead of the symptoms of the primal self is often made difficult because you have other selves that were created after the primal self and you need to come to dissolve those selves before you can see the primal self. But if you keep using the tools we have given especially in the book on Healing Your Spiritual Traumas but also the other books in the series and use various forms of therapy to gain clarity over your psychology then you can uncover that primal self and this is most likely what you put in your Divine plan that you wanted to achieve for your last lifetime on this very difficult planet.
I will say that many of the students in this dispensation, you have decided that you want this to be your last lifetime but you have also decided that you want to achieve the highest possible resolution of your psychology before you ascend. In other words, we have said before that you can qualify for your ascension and still have some unresolved psychology that you can resolve in the spiritual realm.
But many of you who are in this dispensation, and the reason why you are open to this dispensation is you have determined you want to resolve as much psychology as possible while you are still in physical embodiment. Partly because it is actually easier to resolve psychology in physical embodiment and partly because it also helps you actually ascend with a higher level of consciousness than you do if you have unresolved psychology left. Many of you are very determined to make the most out of this lifetime in terms of resolving your psychology and attaining higher levels of Christhood.
Many of you also have in your Divine plan to express that Christhood of course but it is difficult to express it naturally before you have attained it. Many of you are very determined to attain the maximum growth in this lifetime which is why you have been attracted to these teachings that are the most direct you can find on this planet in terms of resolving psychology going all the way back to when you first came to this planet.
There just is nothing else out there that is even close to the teachings we have given in this dispensation in terms of resolving the deepest layers of psychology related to earth and even beyond earth.
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