Question: Beloved Mother Mary, I obtain great results, especially in physical healing with your cosmic birth trauma meditation from the book “Healing Your Spiritual Traumas”. Although my birth trauma is still quite nebulous, so much has been revealed to me lately that I can only assume I am making progress. But I also wonder if it is valuable to continue to use the meditation over and over until we have a good understanding of the motivation that led us to the circumstances of our birth trauma. I say “a good understanding” because Master MORE states that this will be the last trauma to overcome, which for me is both understandable and confusing. I would like to have some clarity on this.
Kim’s comment: This is the meditation from chapter 5 in the book “Healing Your Spiritual Traumas” where Mother Mary takes you back through different levels and you are on a stage and you see some persons on the stage and you realize you are a person on the stage.
Answer from the Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2024 Easter webinar.
Let us first talk about the chapter in the book and the process that I describe in the book. This is a valuable tool to use for some time. How long of a time is individual for each one of you. It is a tool that is valuable not only for understanding or grasping the birth trauma because you have other traumas that were created after the birth trauma. The process that I described, the meditation, can help you see those traumas as well. It is certainly valid to use that tool.
However, any tool we give really has only the purpose of getting you to a point where you can work directly with us within. It is individual for each one how long that takes. The ideal is of course that you come to a point where even when you are not using the specific meditation, you are always listening, you are always observing yourself in outer situations, you feel when you have a reaction, and then you ask one of us, whichever is closest to your heart, to help you see that separate self. Many of you have come to that point where you are working directly with us, and you are always open to listening when we give you directions, and then, I would say, you do not need the meditation anymore.
Now, in terms of the birth trauma, it is not incorrect to say that it will be the last trauma you overcome in the sense that when you receive the birth trauma, you are making a certain decision. It is a complex decision that involves how you saw yourself before coming to Earth and your reason for coming to Earth as an avatar, how you conceptualized this. Then there is this very traumatic experience that you have in a birth trauma, where you suddenly come to doubt this. As a result of this, you make a decision about your relationship to Earth. You can say that this is often the last decision you overcome, but it is not necessarily the last decision you overcome before you ascend.
Let’s separate the trauma from the decision. The trauma is more than a decision. It is also a reaction in the emotional body, in the mental body, in the identity body, where you create these selves how you now see yourself in relation to Earth when you started doubting that your reason for coming here can be fulfilled. You can certainly transform these selves. You can transform the trauma and the emotional body, these emotions, even the beliefs you come to accept in the mental and even your sense of identity. You can still have that decision of what you can do on Earth. This will, so to speak, be the last decision you overcome before you have resolved the birth trauma. But you can still overcome that decision and still have something to work on because you now begin to question: “What was it that brought me to Earth?”.
You see, as an avatar, you have not ascended when you come to Earth. You may have reached a fairly high level on your natural planet, and that is why you decided that a good way to accelerate your growth was to embody on an unnatural planet. But you are not an ascended being, so you had not reached a full level of Christ consciousness, which means you had some kind of idea, some kind of concept that made you decide to come to Earth. You had some idea of what you were going to do here, what it was going to be like, and it was somewhat based on your experiences on a natural planet, which of course are very different from what you experience on Earth. As we have said, we attempted to help you see that it is very different on an unnatural planet, but we also realized that you cannot really grasp this when you only have a natural planet as your frame of reference. It is really kind of a shock therapy because you will not really know it until you are there, and when you are there, of course, it is too late.
We might say that in order to be completely free of Earth and ascend from Earth, you have to resolve those concepts, ideas and decisions you made on the natural planet of what you thought you could accomplish or not accomplish on Earth, how you thought you would receive, what you thought it would be like. You have to let go of all of these before you can ascend from Earth. But when you receive the birth trauma, you cannot look at this because now the birth trauma blocks you from even connecting to the reason you came to Earth. You could say, from a certain perspective, that you were on a natural planet, you saw there were things you had to learn, there were certain things you could transcend in your psychology, and you decided that you wanted to come to Earth in order to work on this, in order to grow more. But then you received the birth trauma and now it blocks your connection to what brought you here so you cannot work on it.
Instead, everything in your psychology now revolves around the birth trauma and compensating for this. When you do resolve the birth trauma, then you can start working on what you wanted to learn from coming to Earth. And you can also start seeing if there were some illusions, and there were for all of us some illusions about what we could do and what we could not do on a natural planet, how we would be received and how we would not be received, what would happen, what would not happen. We all have certain ideas of certain things that should not happen on a natural planet. In other words: “I am a good person, I am here to help, why would somebody attack me and try to destroy me?”. We need to resolve these before we can ascend from Earth. We need to come to a point where there is nothing unfinished that we want to achieve, experience or resolve on Earth. These are things you work on after you have resolved the birth trauma. Then you can come to that point where that decision, of what you can and cannot do on Earth that you have made after the birth trauma, is also resolved, but you can then go even beyond this to the decision that brought you here.
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