Question: I have lost many people close to me to whom I was attached. Over the course of the year, I have been working hard to use the spiritual tools given by the ascended masters, to heal and let go of my past traumas and overcome my birth trauma. At times, I felt that I was no longer attached to the past and could remember it neutrally without emotion. But later, there has come a point when everything repeated again, I felt the emotional pain again. I’m very confused, why is this happening? I really sincerely try to look inside myself and get into my psychology, avoiding the mechanical approach. Maybe I’m not seeing my illusion or the beliefs behind this attachment. Or I’m very impatient and one year is a very short time for this process. Will the ascended masters comment on this?
Answer from ascended master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2021 Webinar for Russia – Overcoming the Consciousness of Superiority and the Sense of Being Unwhole, Traumatized and Focused Outside Oneself.
Well, my beloved, when you take the “My Lives” book and the teachings about birth trauma, you can see that many of you could have been on earth for a very long time, had many, many lifetimes, so even though we have given you powerful tools, it is not realistic that this could be resolved in just one year. You simply need to be more patient and give yourself more time.
You also need to be aware that because you have these patterns that have been built over many lifetimes, there can come a point where you have worked through something and you feel like you have worked through it. But it is only for a particular lifetime you have worked through it. So you feel some relief. But then as you keep working on your psychology, you eventually come to something that came from an earlier lifetime that is deeper, or it is not an issue that is not quite the same issue, although it has some similarities.
You need to be patient and realize that there will be certain cycles where you will dig into a particular issue, resolve it, you will, so to speak, come up for air, and you have some reprieve. Then you will again dive down into the waters of the subconscious and deal with either the same issue from a deeper level, or a related issue that you did not resolve the first time.
So you simply need to have patience with yourself, shift your attitude so you look at this, as the messenger said, as a lifelong process of healing your psychology. Quite frankly, one lifetime is a very short time to heal your psychology compared to how many lifetimes it took to build up the traumas.
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