Question: Based on a question yesterday I feel there is some chance this might not be too personal for a general audience. But if it is, then I understand.
Guru Ma appeared to me in a dream between her passing and her ascension. And even though I was not familiar with her then, in an outer sense I experienced an incredible rush of love and even what might be called reunion. But when I encountered her videos once awake, I was repelled by her outer personality as she described yesterday. This caused me to be wary of her teachings for years. And only in the time since have I warmed to her, culminating in my discovery of the book Don’t Drink Your Own Kool-Aid, which I have received with much joy and edification very recently.
I hope that this question is relevant for others. While I want to know how to make the most of the time that I retreated from her and her teachings, and hope that it did not slow my progress too much towards my growth and ascension. If there is anything relevant in this dream and my relationship to her that I should be aware of I would love to know this as well. Thank you so much.
Answer from the Ascended Master Guru Ma through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2023 American webinar.
Being in a position that I was in in my last embodiment is a very complex endeavor. I was the leader of an outer organization which had many, many members. I did not have a personal affiliation or relationship with all of them. But I did have with some. But there were many people that I had a personal affiliation with from past lives that were not attracted to the Summit Lighthouse, and were not meant to be attracted to the Summit Lighthouse.
As a being who is now an ascended master, I look back at my many embodiments and I see how there are these very complex relationships that you have with many, many people. You see that there is a certain group of people that I had a personal relationship with over many lifetimes, sometimes just a few lifetimes. But as we have talked before, it is that each of us who are walking the spiritual path, we are, so to speak, at the top of the pyramid. And there is a group of people below us that are tied to us and our growth. And we can help them grow by our own growth. This is what you experienced in the dream, that you have this personal tie with me going back often many lifetimes.
Now, of course, it is one thing to have an inner relationship and it is another thing to have an outer relationship. You see on a planet like earth you have these very complex relationships between people. And I would have, back when I was in embodiment, I called it karmic relationships. But you can look at it from an outer angle and see that you have people who have an inner tie to each other. You can call them soul mates or whatever you want to call it. But they have an inner tie to each other. But they have been together in past lifetimes where their outer personalities have clashed. This is a very common scenario among spiritual people, that they have this inner tie but their outer personalities clash. This is what I call the karmic relationship because they have been together in past lives, they have had conflicts, and they have not overcome them.
It is not uncommon, in fact it is quite common, that there were people who because of these past interactions could not handle my outer personality in my last embodiment. I talked a little bit about that in my previous answer, but it was not uncommon. There were people who came, they were attracted because they had the inner connection to me. But when they encountered my outer personality, they could not deal with it. There were people who came on staff who when they encountered me in a more close, personal situation, they had this very strong reaction based on conflicts we had had in past lifetimes.
I am not saying this to blame anybody. I am simply explaining that it is not uncommon that you can have an inner tie to a person but at the level of the outer consciousness you cannot really deal with that person, whether that is a spiritual teacher or leader or not or just a person you meet. It can be a person in your own family. You see many siblings for example who have this dynamic. Parents and children obviously, spouses. There is no reason to look at this situation with any regret. It was not that you wasted the time because by the fact that you acknowledged the inner connection and that the dream was showing you something real, you started a process, even if you were not consciously aware of it, of gradually starting to resolve these outer blocks, these outer bearings. And as you demonstrate, you have been willing to take my book. You have been willing to work with this. And, therefore, it is not a matter of looking back thinking you wasted time. It is a matter of saying: “How do I go forward from here? How do I expand my inner tie to the Ascended Master Guru Ma?”
And there is no need for any regrets here. We simply move on from here. I am willing to move on with you and work with you and many other people personally. If you are willing to work with me then let us get on with it and make things happen.
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