Question: I have been pondering about a sentence I read that some avatars created several primal selves. I sense that there are two major blocks in my psychology. I feel that I made progress on breaking through to my primal self on the one hand but on the other hand there are a lot of projections coming up from other selves that draw my attention to the other block, which leaves me very confused and scattered at times because they do not seem to come from the same trauma or I can simply not see it yet. Can you elaborate on how avatars can create several primal selves?
Answer from Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2023 Easter Webinar.
Well, this is where we have to be careful not to be too attached to words. From a logical viewpoint there is only one primal self because there will always be one that is first that was created first. But we can, of course, see that there are some avatars that came into their first embodiment on earth, they were exposed to a very traumatic situation, and they created a self as a result of that. But you can in later embodiments have been exposed to also very traumatic situations and created other selves, and we can take another approach by using a different interpretation of the word primal. We can say that primal does not necessarily mean the first self you created in a chronological order, but you can say that the primal self is the one that dominates your view of yourself on earth in relation to earth. And therefore, you can have more than one self, based on more than one situation, more than one trauma that affects your view of how you are supposed to be on earth.
There are avatars that came into several embodiments without being exposed to a birth trauma but they still could form a self, based on just their reaction to earth. In other words, when you come as an avatar to earth you will experience, even though you are not consciously remembering how it was on a natural planet, you will still experience a certain shock because earth is so much denser and is so different from a natural planet. This is what we might call a general reaction to earth, to the environment of earth but what we originally started talking about with the primal self and the birth trauma was that you were exposed to a very personal, deliberate attack from the fallen beings. But as we have said, there are, of course, individual scenarios, not all avatars have experienced the same thing, so it is possible to come into embodiment as an avatar and not have a direct personal attack but certainly have a reaction to earth in general. You can also have your first cosmic birth trauma as a result of a personal attack in one embodiment and have other attacks in later embodiments that also create this very intense self that colors how you see yourself in relation to earth, what you can or cannot do what you want or do not want to do, often that you do not want to do anything here.
What you really can do about this to avoid the confusion is focus on one self. Use the tools and the teachings we have given to work on that particular self, as much as possible ignore the other self. Just focus on the one, get that resolved, then focus on the other.
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