Question: Dear Mother Mary, since I can recall I always had pulls and preferences in two different directions, usually what seems opposites no matter almost what it was. What I am facing now is one pull that wants me to be in society and another pull that wants me to withdraw. I really struggle to see which one is coming from my I AM Presence, so I started to wonder if none of the pulls are coming from my I AM Presence or both are coming from my I AM Presence. Can you please give a higher perspective on this?
Answer from Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2023 Easter Webinar.
Well, you are correct that none of them are coming from your I AM Presence. How can I say this? Because when you experience something as a pull it does not come from the I AM Presence or the ascended masters. We are not pulling on people—the I AM Presence is not pulling on the Conscious You to do anything. Why is this? Well because the I AM Presence created the Conscious You out of itself, sent it into the matter world and gave it free will. The I AM Presence has no desire to pull the Conscious You into anything.
You have to realize that whenever you feel a strong pull, it is in many cases, two different selves you have. But it can also be that you have one self that is pulling you away from doing what you are meant to do in your Divine plan and there is a certain intuitive sense that there is something you put in your Divine plan and this is experienced as a sort of pull. It may also be that there is a self that is pulling you, but still what it is pulling you towards is what you put in your Divine plan.
Wanting to withdraw from the world is clearly because you have one or several selves that have been wounded in the past, have a strong reaction to being in the world, does not want to be wounded again, so these are clearly selves. For the vast majority of spiritual people who are embodiment today it is part of your Divine plan to be in the world to be active in the world. But the question is of course, how to be active in the world and it can very well be some selves that are pulling you not necessarily in general to be in the world but pulling you towards specific activities in the world.This is also something you can consider.
What you can say is that the I AM Presence, the ascended masters do not pull on you and therefore any kind of a pull that feels like something you have to do, something you must do, something you ought to do, especially if there is a fear of what happens if you do not do it, it comes from a separate self. So go after that separate self, overcome it and then you will have a more clear intuition of what is actually behind it, not only that you should be in the world but how to be active in the world.
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