Question: Dear Mother Mary. Our group did your visualization exercise related to the birth trauma. A few members of our group saw different things and experienced different images, sensations, perspectives each day. Is that valid? Quite a number of our members did not feel or see anything on the stage. Please kindly explain to us why some of us did not see, feel, or sense anything on the stage. Also, when we saw a supposedly horrifying event, such as being tied to a post with people throwing rocks at us and we felt no fear or physical pain, did we suppress the original fear? Or was it because we have processed and overcome that fear? I am grateful for your answer.
Answer from the Ascended Master Mother Mary through Kim Michaels. This answer was given during the 2022 Webinar for America – The Resurrection of Democracy.
Well, first of all, it is of course valid that you see different things every day. You are not necessarily working on the same embodiment every day. But you can, of course, be working on the same embodiment for all nine days or even more days. Then there are, of course, the fact that some people will not see anything, and in a few cases, it can be because you have actually processed a particular past life, or you have overcome your birth trauma. But for most people, it is because there is something blocking your vision.
What you need to realize here is that you need to be patient with yourself. You can do the exercises without expecting a particular result. There is always when you do something, whether it is a spiritual exercise or anything else, you can have an expectation that something should happen. And if it does not, there is something wrong with you. That is not the case. You can simply realize that you will benefit from doing the exercise, even if you do not have any conscious sensations, or see any specific past life. The goal of this exercise is to help you resolve something. Some people need to see it in order to resolve it. Other people do not need to see the specifics. But if you stay in a neutral frame of mind, you might still have some sensations, some feelings, some thoughts.
Now, a special case for people who do not have any experiences is that you have a very active mind that is constantly observing, evaluating and analyzing yourself expecting that something should happen, hoping that something should happen, hoping for specific things. You are trapped in this analytical mind. And you are not open, you are not in a neutral state of mind where you can receive the impulses. This is also something to consider, even to make calls on for me to help you step out of that intellectual analytical mind.
Now, in terms of what happens when you see a particular event and you do not have a strong reaction to it. It can very well be that you have resolved a lot of the energy. This is part of our whole process of giving invocations and decrees that you are transmuting the energy in your three higher bodies so that when you actually get in touch consciously with a certain event, you are not overpowered by the energy because it is not there anymore. This then makes it easier to look at it and resolve it. It would be very rare that you would see a truly horrifying event and be able to suppress the feelings. I am not saying it cannot happen. But if you have given for some time decrees and invocations, it is the more likely scenario that you have transmuted the energy and therefore you do not have the strong reaction to, once again, connecting to that event.
It is clear, as we have said, that a separate self is created to suppress the event in your conscious mind. There is clearly a mechanism of suppression, but it is that, in most cases, you will see that people have suppressed the actual events that happened. But they still have situations that trigger them into experiencing a feeling that was associated with the event. They do not know where the feeling comes from. It may not be as strong as the original event, but they still experienced the feeling.
This messenger has described how since childhood, he has had situations where he felt very embarrassed. And he realizes, of course, that this has come from some of his original selves, even his primal self. And, of course, the specifics, the awareness of the specifics, was suppressed during the first part of his life. And he only became more aware of it, as he started using these tools that we have given in these books. And the same for many of you who have realized that you have had certain feelings you have had all your life, they may be triggered in a certain situation, but the feelings are just too strong for the situation. You know, it comes from something else.
So what I am saying here is that the more common scenario is that you have not suppressed an event completely. You have a suppressed awareness of the actual event, but the feelings are still there. There may even be thoughts and beliefs that you had at the time that you can see can be running almost in the background of your mind as: “Well, I am no good at this. I am not worthy of this. I cannot do this.” or whatever it may be for you individually. There is an almost infinite variety of this.
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