Dealing with your cosmic birth trauma

Question: I am curious about discovering our first birth trauma and as one of the masters mentioned earlier, some times its something that agitates you in the world  and for me it would appear that the dynamic in Israel the way they – the treatment of  the Palestinians seems to get my attention more  than most other issues. When the masters spoke about getting back into that trauma and seeing it, but between being here and getting back into that birth trauma to finding the courage to face it. What process would I ideally go to because I would like to deal with that birth trauma.


Answer by Ascended Master MORE through Kim Michaels, given at a conference in Holland 2016.


It is a delicate process because the birth trauma happened a long time ago for most of you. It also has been buried at the bottom of your subconscious mind because the pain was so intense that you have had to cover it over by layers upon layers. 

There is sort of a strange mechanism that happens when you are exposed to this total pain of the birth trauma. It is like you say to yourself:  “I never want to experience that total pain again.” This suddenly means that any pain that is less than that total pain becomes bearable compared to the total pain. You are saying: “I would rather experience that pain than the original pain.” 

This means that there can be other traumas that are lesser that are covering the birth trauma. The real process for doing this is, of course, to follow the spiritual path and use the tools and the teachings we  have given. Now, you have some invocations that are specifically designed to do this. The Song of Life Healing Matrix is also efficient.  

As I said, the fallen beings are very good at tuning in to your being and seeing what is the worst-case scenario that you could envision on earth. What is it that would give you the greatest sense of injustice, for example, that this should not be happening, that nobody should be exposed to this. 

If you do have a certain world situation that you find that you react very strongly to, then you need to realize that your original birth trauma, of course, was not created by the situation, for example between the Israelis and the Palestinians, which is a modern-day situation. It could have been created by a similar situation in the distant past. It could be, for example, that you saw a group of people being violently suppressed by others. 

You then need to discover what exactly is the psychological component that disturbs you about this. Then, find the most general aspect of this. You need to look away from the specifics because if you focus on the specifics (and think that you have to go and solve the outer situation that is taking place right now), you will not discover your birth trauma. 

Your birth trauma happened so long ago in a different situation. You need to look beyond the specifics and discover the universal mechanism in your psychology that caused you to react. This was the worst trauma you could experience, witnessing a situation like this and feeling powerless to do anything about it.  

Many times, your trauma happens because you came to earth with the best of intentions of creating positive change on earth. When you experienced many of the things that are going on on this planet, you are very easily drawn into focusing on a negative and thinking that the way to create positive change is to remove the negative, possibly by fighting the people who are creating the negative. 

In many cases, what happens in the beginning is that you are  not thinking about fighting anyone. You are thinking about protecting the ones that you see are being subjected to an injustice. The fallen beings are then very good at putting you in a situation where they have created what you see as the maximum injustice. Then, you feel powerless to do anything about it. You almost can come to feel that it is your fault that this happened, that you could have stopped it or that you should have stopped it. 

This is what gives you that maximum pain: Something happened and you could do nothing about it. That is when you need to really work on recognizing free will, recognizing what kind of a planet you are on. Also, recognizing that what gave you the birth trauma was your reaction, but you were reacting to a situation that was deliberately created by the fallen beings in order to abort your purpose for coming to earth. 

Therefore, you need to determine not to let them do this, not to let them get away with this anymore. You are willing to look at the birth trauma and see that you could have reacted differently. I am not saying you could have reacted differently when it happened; you could not and that is why you reacted the way you did. Today, with the experience you have with this planet, with the growth in consciousness you have gone through, you can react differently. 

That is why you can allow yourself to re- experience the situation and now consciously choose a different reaction that does not give you trauma because you see that this is just another aspect, among many others, of the outplaying of free will. This is happening all over this planet, all of the time. You cannot solve all of the problems on this planet, and if you try to, you will go mad. That is what you need to recognize.

We have all ascended because we came to the point where we realized we could not solve every problem on this planet. In fact, we did not have to solve any of the problems that were the result of the outplaying of free will.  Therefore, we recognized that all we could do was raise our own consciousness and serve as an example. Then, we came to the point where we realized that now it was time to step up to the higher level of service that we can give from the ascended realm. Not saying that you cannot give service by being in embodiment.

You ascend by coming to the point where you realize you no longer want to serve by being in embodiment. You want to serve the way you can from the ascended realm. That is when you can ascend, but you cannot, of course, ascend before you have resolved that birth trauma. This actually means that you have to be able to look at this situation, or a similar situation going on in the world today, and you do not have any reaction to it. 

You are saying: “I did not create it, I could not have stopped it, I am not here to solve it.” You see that it is an outplaying of free will, and that even the people who may seem as victims are still outplaying their free will, otherwise it could not happen to them. When you see this, you can decide that you no longer want to be bound by this. You are free of it only when you no longer have a desire to solve that problem. 

Then, when you ascend, you have a whole other range of options for sending light energy to the planet and working with people in embodiment. Then you can do something, not about the specific problem but about the consciousness behind it so that you can raise the collective consciousness so that those manifestations can no longer happen. 

I can tell you that many of you – most of you – have been in embodiment on earth for a very, very long time. You may look at the world today and see some very horrendous conditions. Those of you who have been in embodiment for one or two million years on this planet, I can assure you that in past ages (that are long forgotten by official history), you  have seen conditions that were far worse than what you are seeing today.  

This means that what gave you that original birth trauma was far worse than what you are seeing on the planet today. The planet has made progress, and that means you can then come to the point of realizing that you do not have to solve the very problem that gave you that birth trauma. Therefore, you do not have to solve every similar problem in the world today. You do not have to solve every problem that causes you to react. In fact, you never solve a problem by reacting. You can only do something about a problem when you no longer react  to it.   

It is perfectly natural, it is almost unavoidable, that when you come into embodiment and experience the conditions on this earth, you will react in the beginning. All of us did this when we came into embodiment, Jesus included.  There is no one who has ever embodied here who did not react to the conditions because they were so horrendous. The process of ascending is that you come to a point where you do not allow anything on earth to define you or cause you to react. 



Copyright © 2016 Kim Michaels

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